I decided exactly two days ago that I am no longer a Christian. I’m happy about my choice if I’m being completely honest. But I still have so many questions about why things are the way they are.

For example, I wonder why God wasn’t explicit about issues surrounding sexuality, mental illness, marriage even and so forth. Like if we really think about it, when young people have questions surrounding these issues eg masturbation, it’s always blanketed under sexual perversion when there’s nothing inherently wrong with it. Idk if that makes sense.

It also made me ask another question: how much of “gods will” is just societal and human will coined as “gods will”? Because last time I checked so many people never wanted to get married and have kids, but young Christian’s are constantly bombarded with this idea that that’s what will set them free.