This is like 99% ew and 1% euphoria

I was sitting on the subway pushed up against a pole, making myself as small as possible. He was sitting next to me spreading as wide as he could, pressing his leg into mine. When I squished myself further into the corner, he spread wider. He also kept leaning into me whenever the subway moved. Felt like he was trying to make as much physical contact with me as possible while maintaining plausible deniability that he wasn't trying to sexually harass me.

I also looked over his shoulder at his phone and he was browsing through pro-Trump memes and making sexist comments about Kamala Harris. Just a fun little cherry on top of this experience.

Okay so maybe it was 100% ew and 0% euphoria. But I'm still going to take it as a sign that I'm being perceived as feminine, which is my goal. So I guess that's something.