I am

• Longing for deep connections & conversations. All my life I've been surrounded by people who prefer small talk, even to the extent of mocking me for asking something more substantial.
• Fun loving. I love acting like a child sometimes. Running and jumping for the sake of running. I'm convinced that people don't ever grow up, they just get responsibilities & forget how to have fun.
• Optimistic about people. Assuming good intentions and behavior, before being proven different
• Introverted. My social battery runs out depending on the topic. I can talk a long time about deep topics, but I want to end the conversation after a minute of small talk.
• Anxious. I live quite often in one of the many imagined futures, comparing the individual choices and trying to guess the odds of something happening, up until I get overwhelmed by all the options.
• Considerate. Mostly about avoiding bringing negativity or intrusion to other people's lives.
• I am curious about: Programming, economy, science, engineering, history, ethnology, psychology, philosophy, epistemology, gardening, cooking, DIY. Sometimes I even like when stuff breaks, because I can feel good both about indulging in the curiosity, and doing something productive meanwhile.
• Dejected about most examples of unfairness. The horrible state of being unable to fight or run from authority is all too familiar to me.
• Fervent about keeping my word, which comes with a bit of a reluctance to give it in the first place.
• A disappointed idealist.
• Not close with my family, either due to their traditional mindset or them being a bad person. So, a potential relocation would come easier without such strings.
• Straightedge(no alcohol, smoking, drugs). I'd prefer my partner to be likewise.
• Mostly vegetarian, due to the health and environmental reasons.
• Fond of pets, but apprehensive about attaching to any.
• A minimalist. About words, appearance, possessions to name a few.
• Reasonably healthy. Average BMI. I do light exercise in the form of hiking, but I hope to establish habits through which more intense exercise comes more easy.
• Seeking to genuinely understand. The world, myself, other people.
• Diagnosed with anxiety and depression, willing to accept mental illnesses as well.
• Preferential to expressing my love through acts of service and touches.
• Of the opinion that I have a managed to overcome an anxious attachment style and attain a mostly secure attachment style.
• Way less rigid than this post makes me out to be.

My idea of an ideal lifestyle: https://www.reddit.com/user/Vosheck/comments/zrutad/my\_ideal\_lifestyle/
My idea of what makes a good relationship: https://www.reddit.com/user/Vosheck/comments/ztc9jo/what\_makes\_a\_good\_relationship/
The most important lessons I've learnt: https://www.reddit.com/user/Vosheck/comments/zuco1e/the\_most\_important\_lessons\_ive\_learnt/
My beliefs: https://www.reddit.com/user/Vosheck/comments/zu7ade/my\_beliefs/
My preferences:

• 20s or early 30s, make exceptions for older if you think we'd really fit.
• Patient, curious, open-minded, kind and moral.
• Europe, for the ease of relocation(looking to relocate myself), exceptions if you think we'd really fit together.
• Not a smoker.
• Childfree
• I have a slight preference toward nerdy and the "girl next door" look, characterized by minimal makeup, accessories.
• Monogamous and not asexual.

Ideally, lets jump straight into a voice call on discord(Vosheck#1245), otherwise, send me your introduction through a message or chat. Short small talk like "Hi" or "How are you?" are going to be ignored. It would be nice if you introduced yourself and included some of your favorite topics to discuss when first meeting someone online.
Thanks for reading my post.