So I've done this before and got nice replies and felt like doing it again. What I'm looking for is someone who's had a conservative or religious upbringing aka sex is wrong etc. Either that or someone who's in a situation like that. I'm interested in relating to and talking about things like that as well as what gets you sexually excited.

Of course I've had a very traditional household. No sex talk or dating or anything and that led to me being home on my own and bored a lot. so I spent a lot of time online.

I used to watch a lot of porn when I was younger. I would come home from school, do my homework and then sit with one browser open with some social media and music vids, and one for what I really spent all my time doing.

I watched videos that would get me off and get horny staring at actresses in hot dresses. Of course I masturbated as well and of course every now and then in a wave of post-orgasm guilt, I would tell myself that's that.

Though I always just went right back to doing it up again and hating myself constantly. It was basically an going spiral of doing it, stopping, and relapsing all over again.

I would end up just searching constantly for anything that caught my eye on porn sites. And I would sometimes even build up a load of tabs of videos that I liked, but would still keep looking because some other stuff caught my eye too and it might be better.... Normally I would end up finishing before finally settling on one... :/

To be fair though, there were times when that would happen and then suddenly I'd realise I've been sat doing this for hours. Worse yet would be the weekends where I would hear my dad getting up for work in the morning (around 7am) to make me realise that I had kept going the entire night.

So now I'm in university away from home and with all the freedom in the world. I'm up for chatting in any shape or form with anyone. It'd be nice if there was someone who could relate to my scenario or circumstance. Stilla virgin though, for a multitude of reasons

I am 5' 10, slimly built with wavy black hair and brown eyes if you're interested