What I'm looking for is someone who's had a conservative or religious upbringing aka sex is wrong etc. Either that or someone who's in a situation like that. I'm interested in relating to and talking about things like that as well as what gets you sexually excited.

Of course I've had a very traditional household. No sex talk or dating or anything and that led to me being home on my own and bored a lot. so I spent a lot of time online.

I never really thought of it as such until long after I'd stopped, but I guess I had an internet porn addiction. I would come home from school, do my homework and then sit with one browser open with some social media and music vids, and one for what I really spent all my time doing.

I watched videos that would get me off and get horny staring at actresses in hot dresses. Of course I masturbated as well and of course every now and then in a wave of post-orgasm guilt, I would sometimes completely delete my entire collection telling myself that's that.

Though I always just went right back to building it up again and hating myself for losing so many pics. not that I ever looked at any that I saved. I would pour over the same sites day after day for new ones and save any I liked, but never actually really went back to enjoy them afterwards.

Again, I would just come home every day, load up the same sites and look at the screenshots for every video posted until I got to the ones I saw the day before. I would download the ones I had liked, maybe flick through a couple, and put them all into their categorised folders by actress name (or occasionally deleting everything in a moment of post-orgasm guilt and then being annoyed at myself as I rebuild).

I would end up just searching constantly for anything that caught my eye on porn sites. And I would sometimes even build up a load of tabs of videos that I liked, but would still keep looking because some other stuff caught my eye too and it might be better.... Normally I would end up finishing before finally settling on one... :/

To be fair though, there were times when that would happen and then suddenly I'd realise I've been sat doing this for hours. Worse yet would be the weekends where I would hear my dad getting up for work in the morning (around 7am) to make me realise that I had kept going the entire night.

So now I'm in university away from home and with all the freedom in the world. I'm up for chatting in any shape or form with anyone. It'd be nice if there was someone who could relate to my scenario or circumstance. Stilla virgin though, for a multitude of reasons

I am 5' 10, slimly built with wavy black hair and brown eyes if you're interested