The nature of it, and the obsessions and everything else that comes with it. Hi! Just starting off by saying that I'm not looking for roleplaying here, but rather conversations, sort of meta and broad in scope, or more narrow and personal, that's all up to you! Whoever you are.

What am I looking for exactly? Well, it's hard to answer. Difficult to put a finger on... I suppose I could start by sort of giving some background on myself. I'm 26. I'm a virgin, obviously. I'm the polar opposite of well equipped down there, I'd like to say that's not a huge part of this, but it is. I live at home with my mom, which is a story on its own. Have hit some hard times, but that's not what I'm here to talk about. I'm a pretty normal guy, except, I just don't have what it takes you know? With girls I mean. Never have.

Has been the story of my life. Falling for someone. Almost becoming slightly obsessed. And then seeing them fall in to the arms of other guys. Those guys I have always been so scared and jealous of... Even some of my best friends.

And I just can't let it go... I think about it all the time... What they do with eachother when they are alone... the fun they have... The intimacy. And, I can't help it. God it turns me on.

I have been lucky (or unlucky) enough to get some short glimpses of what it's like. Little glimpses in to the lives and passion I never feel.

I suppose that is my prompt. A bit of a hint at the sort lf stuff I want to get in to. With anyone. Girls are especially appreciated of course, but all are welcome!

And finally, I just have one little last request: please don't message me to just be an armchair psychologist. I apprecriate warmth and kindness like anyone, but I'm not here to be served life lessons! Thanks!

Looking forward to our talk stranger!