This was 2-3 years ago now. I had been curious about getting a massage and now I had a bit of an excuse because I was training for a half marathon and my muscles were struggling to recover. I preferred the idea of being massaged by a man, partly because I like men and partly because I thought it would be less awkward.

I found a local masseur on Gumtree and we fixed up an appointment. We started with a salt scrub, then I showered, then the main oil massage began.

The masseur was good looking, about 40, and in good shape. His profile mentioned that he was also a personal trainer. He had a very gentle manner and I felt very at ease.

Once the massage had got going properly, I noticed that every now and again when he leant over something which might have been his bulge brushed against me. As I’d never had a massage before I didn’t really know what to make of it. I was fairly sure he was getting hard at one stage, but again I wasn’t sure how to respond. I would have loved to have felt him up but was that appropriate? it could be awkward to get something like that wrong!

I turned over onto my back and was not ashamed to be at half mast and leaking a bit. The massage stayed very professional but by now I was very turned on. I pined for him to brush my tool and help me out but didn’t want to offend by asking outright. He managed a very close massage without actually touching it - very professional.

We eventually came to the end of our time and he offered me the shower again, which I took up. By the time I’d finished and dressed, he was in the kitchen tidying up. So I paid and left,but still feeling very warm, and frankly a bit “blue”.