So for context, my GF and I have been together for 5 years. I am M22 and she F21. We've had a relatively healthy and happy relationship. We have the average spats that all couples have but we have a world of respect, love, and understanding with one another. I'm the second guy she's ever slept with and she's the fourth girl I've ever slept with. So outside of our own relationship, we're both relatively inexperienced. This has never been a problem for either of us since we are both incredibly open with each other about sexuality. We understand the differences of fantasizing of something and wanting to act on those fantasies. We also understand visual interest and taboos, all that stuff. So obviously we're both comfortable with each other self pleasing and watching porn. Sometimes we even watch porn together, share porn we find with one another, or even just play 'Porn DJ' for each other when we give the other oral. We've also always fell under the monogamous standards, neither of us ever expressing interest in polyamory or anything in that regard. I personally have always felt comfortable that if she ever did have any interest that she'd feel comfortable enough to bring it up to me. So all around I feel that we're both fairly 'healthy'. Physically I am on the shorter side at 5'7", average to skinny build, and overall in my opinion your average white male. She is 5'3", skinnier than average, curvy but proportional build, and definitely above average overall in looks.

Some months ago I started watching a lot more interracial porn, where it was a black male and white female. It started with those types of videos/pictures just popping up on subreddits that I followed, which quickly turned into me seeking that type of content more. Joining specific subreddits that only shared that kind of content. It didn't take long for her to notice my saved posts, subs, and explore tab being taken over by interracial porn. Being as open with each other as we are she brought it up just as quickly, asking me why my taste in porn has changed and if it was a sign of something. Being honest with my feelings I really just felt that it was visually pleasing due to the contrast, size difference, and there was interest in it being considered taboo. So overall to me it was just interesting to watch, nothing more but adding some spice to the content I was watching. This wasn't the first time either of us found something to be like that and had no actual interest in acting on them. I also asked her if it was something that struck interest with her, which it did not. So it ended up being the end of that conversation and both of us were just fine moving forward.

Fast forward just a few weeks and I hadn't realized just how much I dove into this kink/fetish. All of my reddit home tab was taken over by white girls being blacked. You'd have to scroll quite a few times to see anything not including a BBC and a white girl. I'm assuming because of our previous conversation, she let it go and didn't bring anything up regarding it. That was until she asked me to go to a local adult shop and get her a few new toys. She always enjoys when I surprise her and pick stuff out on my own, it also adds some excitement, on top of that she doesn't feel comfortable going there so it all works for the best. Just as every other time, I came home, tied her up, blindfolded her, and used the new toys on her. It was until we were done that she realized the new dildo I had gotten her was black, only because she had wanted to look at is since it felt a little larger than the usual sizes we get (5"-7" and skinny).

This sparked the conversation of my interest in interracial porn again. This time I asked to take the night and think about how I felt as I didn't even know. The next day we resumed the conversation and I openly stated that I think it's something that I'm more into that just enjoy watching. Obviously us both being white poses some concern to that. There was a change in her tone and body language that suggest some appall to hearing that, she also told me that it wasn't anything she was remotely interested in as she doesn't necessarily find black men to be her type and she wasn't interested in anything other than the monogamy that we already had.

This wasn't a one and done conversation and we ended up talking about it quite a few times over the coming weeks. Not in an argumentative context but more of just normal conversation of both of us trying to figure out what to do with this. I suggested that I stay away from that type of content, which wasn't a good suggestion to either of us since it's just sweeping it under the rug. We even thought of me going to therapy so I could better understand my interest in this. Eventually she just blatantly asked if this was really something that I'd want to experience in some manner. It took me a little to respond with, "Well I think I do, but I'm not black haha. On top of that, I don't know how I'd feel about watching you with another man." this took a few creative twists of me maybe having another female that I wouldn't have intercourse with but could watch be in the scenarios and it just ended up sounding too complex for us seeing as finding a woman who'd be okay with being my fake GF so I could watch her have sex with a black guy would not be the easiest to come by.

That's when she said, "If this is something you're really interested in, I'm willing to give it one try." She was very clear about the boundaries of one try, what conversations needed to follow the experience, etc. I took a few days to think it over and with a few stipulations of my own which were similar to the ones she had, we agreed to give it a try.

She looked at all my saved content and had a few questions regarding what I'd want and how'd I want it to play out, with an understanding that I don't have total control over how this plays out but more of a general guideline. That's when she noticed that there were a lot of gangbang and blowbang stuff saved. She seemed very hesitant to offer it, but ultimately decided to since this was a one time thing and she'd rather fulfill as much of my interest as she could so I wouldn't want to come back to it and try more. I also hesitantly agreed. We both ended up comforting each other in our decisions and none of it was forced on either end.

She wanted me to find the guys as she doesn't have a lot of experience with online dating or anything like this, not that I do but she felt more comfortable with taking a few photos and letting me use them to find the right guys. I imagined this part to be much more difficult which I was wrong about. The only hard part was weeding out the people who just wanted to see her photos vs the people that were serious enough about being a part of this. It wasn't long before I had a list of men that were seriously interested, could prove they were clean, and showed willingness to make schedule adjustments as lining up multiple schedules is not easy. While looking at over 20 candidates she asked me how many she should pick. I blurted out 5 thinking she would negotiate an we'd end up at 3. I really thought if I said the 3 I wanted to see, we'd end up at 2 and although that would be great, there was an excited part of me that really just wanted to see the most. She took a little to respond to my 5, but ultimately said that she was okay with that, laughing about how I'm the second guy she's ever been with and now in one night she's going to more than triple that number. Shocked but excited I agreed and she just glazed over the list I made for her and she said, "This is your fantasy, so why don't you just pick? If there all clean and you feel comfortable with them, I'm fine with you surprising me."

I asked her if she wanted to see the 5 I'd pick and she took some time to decide between a surprise and some knowledge. Ultimately deciding that she wanted to know. I had neck down nudes of each guy, ages, measurements, and pictures of their penises at multiple angles. I picked two guys closest to our ages and both of them being skinnier had long but skinny penises. One guy was in his 30s and definitely had one of those 'Monster Cocks' it was 11" and thick, he was an average build otherwise with more bulk to him. The last two were in there 40s, one out of shape and one average, both have thicker penises, one having a proportionate length and the other being the thickest but shortest. There was some noticeable shock to my choices, her asking if this is what I really wanted to see happens, assuring that I wasn't just making reckless choices. I agreed that this is what I wanted and it took a breath of her to settle into it but ultimately she agreed to it.

After verifying the 5 guys I chose, I created a group chat so we could all discuss scheduling, boundaries, wants, etc. Before I could even get into all that one had asked to see her face as all the photos I sent were neck down. All 5 agreed that they wanted to see this as we've seen their faces and at this point it was serious enough. With an okay from her I sent a normal full face and body photo of her which seemed to excite everyone and make them even more interested in this. After discussing what we wanted to happen, boundaries (which there weren't many of) and possible dates/times, they started to suggest that I add her to the chat. Her and I both felt some disinterest in this as we felt it might make her more nervous than she already was, I explained that. One guy suggested that instead of "Feeding her to the dogs" her or both of us should go in individual dates with each of them first so she and I would feel more comfortable.

We discussed it and realized this was a good idea as even though this was supposed to be a one time thing, it all kind of strings into the one time as they are all the same people that would be part of the overall experience. It wasn't until they started suggesting that after these dates they each get a one on one with her so that she doesn't become overwhelmed. All suggestions made sense to us and after obvious discussion we agreed to.

We tried to arrange the one on one dates by the size of their penises so she could work up to the biggest which made the most physical sense. We didn't really account for how kinky or into this some of these guys were. I was going to be present for most of the dates. We'd meet for drinks and after my first one I was supposed to leave until my GF texted me that she was ready to leave. I would still be in the same building but at a distance so they could get to know each other. No dates lasted more than 3 drinks so that she would be of sound mind. Then I would drive her back to a hotel where the date would meet us.

Since my story is already long I'm just going to wrap this up with the first guy. If you guys like this enough I'll go through the next four and the 'finale'. In my opinion the first guy was the most intense anyways so maybe that'll be enough for you.

After our first drink that relaxed her and I, getting to know this guy, seemingly laid back, I stepped over to the other side of the bar and let them talk. They seemed to get along nicely and he was very touchy with her, which the first few times she seemed tense about, but quickly adjusted to and began to reciprocate. My heart began to race when their third drink was delivered. It seemed like it took 6 hours for them to finish them, even once they did my heart raced and time slowed even more as I waited for her to send me the 'ready' text, which I never got. After what felt like forever they got up and walked over to me to let me know it was time. I paid for all the drinks and walked out with them. I remember following them and he held her waist and ass as we walked out.

Driving to the hotel was eerily silent. There were very few words spoken, mainly just each of us asking if each other wanted to go through with this. We both agreed, and even reassured each other multiple times. When we got to the parking lot, her first date parked next to us and told me to stay in the car, he needed a second with her. He sat her on the hood of my car and started to make out with her, groping her, and eventually removing her underwear from under her dress. He told her to stay and walked over to my window, as soon as I rolled it down he asked me if I was sure about doing this. I agreed and he snapped his head to her and asked the same question, she 'moaned' yes. He told me to feel her underwear and it was soaked. I know I gave him a shocked look and he told me that she was telling him the whole time in the bar how wet she was. I didn't know what to say, so he handed them to me and told me to put them in my mouth until we get upstairs. I was hesitant to do so, but did it anyways. He grabbed her and told both of us "Let's go". Again I walked behind them, watching him hold my GF.

Once we got up to our room he made me sit in the corner and pull my pants down. He told me I wasn't allowed to touch it at all, just watch. He began with only making out, groping, and rubbing. He called me over and told me to eat her out. Once I did he said it was time for the finger test. He had me test how many fingers of mine fit, which only two did, I could force a third in if I tried. After that he looked down at my penis and said I get 5 last pumps in her. He told me to go slow and remember what it feels like since it'll never feel the same again. On the fifth he put his hand on my lower back holding me against her. He told me to look her in the eyes and remember these last seconds, remember the feeling of her pussy gripping on my penis, how it feels, he then told her to remember this last time she will ever feel me again, it was such a slowed pause of just taking in what was about to happen. He then whispered to me to apologize to her for what I was about to let happen to her and tell her that I love her. The second I finished talking he yanked me back, pulling me out of her and aggressively stared at me and told me to pull his pants down. I complied, revealing his massive black cock, which he said wasn't even fully hard yet. He then instructed me to grab it and rub it against my GF's soaked pussy, after a few seconds he then told me to get it started in her. I lined up the head of his penis with her pussy, which didn't look like it'd even fit. He quickly told me to stop, and said he wanted me to look her in the eyes while I did this, I moved my head in her direction and nerves took over. I slipped the tip of him in line with her hole and watched her facial expressions turn from shock to bliss as he forced himself into her. I looked down at his penis and realized half of the head was in and she was already gripping the sheets. He then told me to go sit down, shut up, watch, and not to touch myself.

He started out slowly getting himself to fit in her. Even feet away I could see her pussy stress and stretch from his penis, gripping on to him for dear life every time he backed out. I watched my GF's body strain, shake, and squirm, and he wasn't even all the way in yet. After a few minutes of 'testing the waters' he went straight to fucking her. There was nothing gentle about him, he rammed himself into her repeatedly, his massive hands gripped her hips so tightly, thrust after thrust forcing all of himself into her. Hearing my GF moan and scream, squirm, make my penis so hard, I wanted nothing more than to play with myself but didn't touch it no matter how much it throbbed.

I don't know what I expected, but even the few times she looked at me it wasn't even like I was there. It seemed like she looked right past/through me. The longer this went on, the more into it she seemed. Grabbing on to him, asking him to fuck her, calling him daddy, everything. Things she usually says to me. He kept flipping her around between different positions, putting his hands allover her, saying degrading things to her and telling her to look at me, think about our relationship and how this will change things, I'd watch him make out with her, then spit in her mouth or on her face. Some of me was so turned on by all of this, but the other part of me was... I don't know, just not great. I guess it kind of hurt to some degree.

I don't know how long he fucked her for. To be honest, I was just in a trance after the first few minutes, left to take it all in. I realized he was slowing down and he said something to her quietly. She asked me to come sit next to her, which I slowly got up to do. I watched him thrust a few last deep ones into her and quickly pull out, jumping onto her chest as she laid back, he shoved his cock down her throat and told her to suck his cock dry. My face being inches from hers. Watching her try to force even half of him into her mouth. Again, stuck in a trance I just watched as she did this, moaning with it in her mouth, struggling to suck it, when all of a sudden he grabbed the back of her head, shoved himself in until it didn't fit, and I watched him unload in her mouth. She continued to get a few last slurps in, and turned to me and spit it all out onto my face which made him bust out into laughter.

He then grabbed my hair and pulled me down to her pussy. He told me to clean her pussy up, which I slowly complied with, taking in that my face was now covered in his cum. I ate her out, licked up everything that I saw, once it looked 'cleaned up' I looked at him and asked if that was good enough. He chuckled and said, 'check to see how many fingers fit now'. I went to start with two and he stopped me, telling me to go straight to four. All four slipped in, I then made a cone with my fingers and was able to get most of them in until I got to the knuckles, feeling SOME resistance. He grabbed my wrist and pushed the rest in laughing at the same time, saying that now I can fist her so she can feel me. I don't know why this made my heart race in a nervous manner. After a few, I don't know, pokes of the coned hand, that she didn't even really react to outside of some slight moans, he told me to put myself in her. I asked if I could clean my face off first and he said not to, just put my 'small white penis' in her. I lined myself up and slowly went in, noticing that it felt incredibly different. It didn't grip around me like it used to, when I got myself all the way in, I couldn't feel the 'back' like I used to. It felt entirely different and I was shocked.

That's when he told me that I had 2 minutes to fuck her and cum, if I didn't he was going to go a second round and this time I'd watch her pussy get filled with his cum. Luckily for me I was already hard and throbbing from watching and I came in under a minute. Though difficult as my GF didn't even react from me. She usually squirms, moans, and screams, this time she had zero reactions to me being inside of her.

When I finished he sat her up on the edge of the bed and gave her a very passionate kiss, telling her that he cant wait to see her again. She seemed so into him and into the kiss, holding on to him passionately. After making out he looked at me and spit in my face, thanking me for letting him ruin my lovely GF. He told me to kiss her and thank her for 'taking one for the team', I wanted to match the kiss they had but she barely even pecked me when I did. He got dressed, she went off to the bathroom to clean up, and I didn't move from the edge of the bed.

Now, I'll save you guys the rest of the night. But, if you want more feel free to say so and I'll make a part two post! Thanks for reading!