We meet up for lunch… Chipotle something easy. I’m nervous, so I’m talking a mile a minute. You’re gracious and listening asking questions when curious. You’re laughing internally because I’m so cute. You see a woman who doesnt realize how beautiful she is — radiant; yes, you see how well she hides her insecurities, but you don’t care.

I finally tire myself out, our meal is done and you see the panic set in on my face. You say “don’t… it’s okay, I’m not running away, I’m nervous too”. I tell you “you’re not, you’re stoic as I’m sure you always are… right?” Next thing I know, you’re ushering me out and towards our cars, we walk to my car and you ask to get in, I nod.

You say “I know all the things I want to do to you, from touching your lips, to rubbing your feet. You’re so beautiful, physically and your personality — the very essence of who you are. I know you’re hurting, and I want to help you.” I’m now crying and feel foolish, you continue “…don’t cry. I’m enjoying your company. I want to lay you down and taste you. Are you okay with that?” I offer that we should settle our food, so you hop in your car, and I follow you to the park for a constitutional.

You share about yourself and what makes you tick. We laugh about farting and how it’s still funny. And I tell you about dance and what it means to me. You watch me glow. You see how I see my passion. Then, we know it’s time and I follow you.

I want to shower again, I’ll clean her, that would be rude. When I get out, you’re there to help me dry off. You’re there… present in the moment… with me. Your undivided attention… you kiss me slowly. You say “I understand why you don’t like kissing ‘YOU ARE SAFE WITH ME’” (you whisper yell), and you just hold me, in a warm tight loved-filled embrace. I’m ready, so I walk over and lay down. You put a towel down and get on your knees. You kiss my neck, I giggle. You’ve tried to not make a big deal of it, but your jaw dropped when you saw my ginormous breast — now that you are holding them you get it. They are glorious and you put a colossal nipple in your mouth, I throw my head back and moan.

You push me back to lay back, and keep kissing down my body, you can smell how sweet I am and see I’m dripping. You ask if I’m okay, I nod and in a breathy tone say yes. You make your way down my legs, you tell me you like thick strong legs and mine are perfect. You notice how soft my skin is, softer than you’ve felt in a long time. You surprise me and rub my feet and give me a foot massage. You can see I’m dripping… you kiss your way back up my legs.

You tell me to relax and you lift my ass up off the bed holding my thick thighs. You sniff loud and long, I giggle. You kiss and run your lips through my hair and ever so slowly lick her. You start at the bottom and lick up, then you lick my ass.

You lick and stuff your tongue in my ass, holding the bull of my legs. I’m moaning and trying to hold back. You know I’m embarrassed by how loud I am, little do I know you have a game with yourself to make me scream. You then move back up to her. You are licking and sucking my lips and licking and tongue fucking me. There are so many sensations I’m grabbing the sheets and moaning. You stop and I shoot up with a wanting and pissed look. Before I can ask why, you kiss me gentle on the lips — they are so soft. You tell me how beautiful I am and that I deserve to feel good. Before I realize it, you start sucking on my clit, and with two fingers start finger fucking me I’m so wet you are dying and dripping yourself.

I’m two octaves higher, and sound hoarse as pleasure exits my lips. You start fingering my ass now too and I become mute. And then you feel it, my orgasm, then BAM I start squirting and you drink it all up.

You smile, I won this round to a game I didnt realize I was apart of, you see how spent I look. You’re proud of yourself “I still got it” you think. You start aftercare touching, kissing, nibbling, and talking to me. Which I only respond with grunts, soft grunts, but grunts. You get me some water, you help me up and help me drink. Then you ask if I’m ready again. I say yes, and we do it again this time I’m on all fours and you win this round because I’m screaming into a pillow. I don’t hear the wrapper open, but before I cum, you slowly slide in. You remembered me telling you I was tight, you thought it was a euphemism, it wasn’t. “Lay on your back, I want to see your face”, and you enter me I throw my head back and you say “No, look at me” and you start slowly and then control yourself because you are about to explode. “Faster…” I get out in a whisper, you start moving faster and rubbing my clit too and before you know it, we’re coming together. And it’s the hardest you’ve come since you were 20yo.

We lay like that for 10mins. We fall asleep and 15mins later we get up. We hydrate and I ask for thirds. You say after we rest. You really wanted to see my glow… so you acquiesce or at least let me think so.

You have me lay on my back and start eating me again, you have learned the map already. You know the right combo. As you do that you finger my ass, and see me lift off the bed. You decide to try and fist me… one finger, two, three… (holy shit) four fingers and I’m screaming. Right before you feel me climaxing, you start sucking on my clit and BAM it happens again, I squirt all over your face.

I tell you I want to return the favor when I can think. I want to suck you dry.

I get up and play with the dew on the tip. I lick it all up, I then take you all the way in, you and the boys all the way in my mouth. And suck, there is this sound that comes from the base of your throat that makes me laugh. I return to the main attraction then I go to work, I suck, gently bite, and take you all in. You finish in my mouth.

…you smile and realize everything you thought was nothing to the real thing.