Hey guys,

So I've posted a couple times and I am just looking for some help with drive. I'll give some context and I am just looking for any similar stories and support to see if anyone has found some solutions.

The last time I remember having a strong drive I was probably a teenager. I craved porn everyday, maybe multiple times a day. So there was a time where i had a strong drive. It continued until I was about 19, and dropped off sharply after that. I got my first relationship at 20, and always had ED, performance anxiety, and needed to use cialis or viagra the majority of the relationship. As the relationship went on my drive got weaker. Years in I was having issues on top of the ED like a lot of fatigue etc so I got my T tested, and it was insane low. 5 nmol/L. (Regular range 8-35) So I went onto TRT, which I have been on for about a year and half. My relationship ended about a year ago. I have had a few hookups since, but I ALWAYS require a shit ton of cialis (like 20 MG) and on top of that, I could take them or leave them. I have no morning erections, ever, and hot social media posts from girls bore me, I scroll right by. I'd say 5 years ago they would appeal to me and get me fired up, but now I have no interest at all.

What else could possibly be going on? I have heard so many stories of guys on TRT sex drives going outta control. I am on TRT and I still don't care. I haven't watched porn in a month and haven't masterbated in a week, and even when I did it was kind of just to see if anything is still working. I am 28, last T test was normal (22nmol) still no morning wood, no desire to have sex or masterbate or watch porn. I have an appointment with a urologist that's crazy far away (September) so basically just hanging out till then...