Hi i’m contemplating quitting smoking through joints and anything with fire to help keep my lungs in check. I’ve been smoking for 9 years and i normally do a joint or two a day. Recently I’ve been vaping oil, i miss joints. Additionally, i recently started going out with a man who does not smoke and I like the idea of being healthy with him and smoking honestly makes me feel insecure because I know it’s better to just be away from smoke idk. Also I’ve been with men who do smoke yet they’re not health conscious as I am so it’s not easy.

Anyone else deal with this? Should I worry about my lung health after this long? I wish I could have a huge sesh with friends and stuffed animals and laughs. I don’t have any smoking girlfriends now and honestly I miss it. Should I quit smoking or love it and not gaf.