Hi y'all. Little rant here.

99% of the time I am the one who is asking other people to do things, planning out the dates and times and locations and activities. It's usually fine, and I don't mind doing it, but after so long of nobody really asking or planning things themselves, I'm kind of exhausted. I don't really feel that appreciated or wanted by people I thought might be friends or even close acquaintances who I've interacted with a fair bit.

I decided to do a bit of solo travel to a location I've wanted to go to even though some people said they'd be willing to go with me, because I didn't want to deal with the hassle of juggling around the dates and hotels and everything for everyone. When I go by myself, I select everything super easily. And since I know no one is going to pitch in to help, I decided to just go by myself.

I think I'm also missing my INFP friends since we're currently all living far apart from one another. Doing things with them was always really fun because they would help brainstorm things to do and then let me plan things out and go along with it with little resistance. They were easy and fun friendships.

Anyways, rant over.