Seeing that the last malting thread is 5mo old I figured, I'd write something but damn 5 years ago Jordan really tapped into my depressed/anxious head thankfully I never took most of his stuff too seriously besides anti-depressant talk, and he was in a small amount responsible for me trying them, and my life getting way better, But with that, i grew out of that whole "self-help look for an idol phase"

which apparently some ppl on that sub never did, and while it was refreshing to hear someone say "ey you have some worth" and while listening to his lectures i really done goofed up by raising him to this pedestal of this infallible older man really knowing what he is talking about.

Also the whole fear tactic of "leftist trans ppl coming to take my rights" sounded scary until i actually started meeting trans ppl and realized hey they are just normal ppl that want to live their lives, as opposed to what all of his videos made out to be these dare I say demons? that are just sitting in the shadows with these laws that are waiting to turn me into a femboy or smth.

However, what got me to this sub was my attempt to catch up on JP, seeing all of his climate-denying, religion propagating, women-hating, hanging out with ppl that think abortion should be illegal and conspiracy-like posts of "they said something bad will happen if i say this hurr durr" also poker cards my dudes.

So if nothing else i hope it was mildly amusing and and im sorry for taking your time for reading this filth lol