Hello everyone....i have a question....u know our solar plexus has yellow energy right? Mine normally has that but if i am depressed / scared or sad ( which happens a lot due to my high empathy) a new form of energy forms there...it looks thick like liquid and is pitch black and it appears as a ball and starts emitinf that black liquid which then rises upwards and comes out of my eyes ( mostly eyes but also fingertips etc).and at that moment anything i fovus my attention to/ or touch with my fingers...it gets destroyed maybe mot physically but spiritually...like if i look at a book...it may not. Catch fire but it may turn useless or be stolen etc..i basically get the eye of destruction when it happens...any insights?