So I've had a few experiences that ive never been able to explain or fully understand. If anyone here has insight let me know.

Experience 1. I use to do a lot of meditation even when i had time out and about. I was sitting in a truck out by a field one time meditating and through a self made ritual i forced all the energy in my body into my eyes. When I opened my eyes after that the world looked normal until i was too soft pink shaped moving on a hill. I watched the shapes moving toward the right and around the hill came two deer covered in the pink stuff. I saw the pink stuff around the deer through a hill allowing me to see them? Idk what to make of all that.

Experience 2. Again while meditating (this time at home) I was spreading out my bodies energy as a root system around me for a few in town blocks. I could feel the life around me, people in their homes but it was very unfocused. Like heat haze in a shadow but made of life? Idk how to explain it.

Experience 3. Through meditation or Astral projection, i reached to the far sky and experienced the consciousness of lives past and present. I felt like if i touched on amy of them i would know their lives. There were so many in an almost honeycomb pattern covering the earth but lost my focus.

Experience 4. Now im not a huge believer in god but i met a being that could only be described as godly. It was a woman and her presence was massive. She felt so welcoming and accepting. It was like i was greeted and when i started to loss focus i could tell they weren't unset but happy for me? It was very confusing.

If anyone has any explanation for these things please let me know.