Does anyone else feel like endo is robbing them of life experiences? I’m 23, I have suspected endo and my lap is in 2 weeks time (yay!!). My friends are having a party tomorrow night and I can’t help feeling jealous that they can all have a good time and not have to worry about having to leave if the pain suddenly flares up or being completely wiped out for the next week afterwards.

I feel so separate from everyone even my partner who is really supportive I feel like he doesn’t understand what I’m going through and I’m sick of trying to explain something that I don’t have the words for. I just want my life back I want to be able to dance all night and have fun and keep up with everyone around me.

I’m keeping everything crossed that I get some sort of relief or explanation from my lap. Sending love to anyone who can relate.