Ok not gonna lie, I'm posting here because it was the easiest path I found. Creating a throwaway account just to take something off my chest would require spoons I very much do not have right now...

Please don't offer "practical" advice, ok? 🙏 This is mostly a vent, but if anyone has kind words that would be lovely ❤

I'm just struggling with loneliness for a long time. And human beings need others, we simply can't handle every single thing by ourselves. I just had a sort of epiphany that my kinks (the ones I only allow out in my other nfsw reddit accounts!) are just me hunting for an aleviation of my burdens.

I just want someone to (help) take care of me. Hold me, love me, listen to me. That sweet spot of physical and emotional support that seems so goddamn elusive these days. I don't want someone to do my chores nor anything a robot could do. Just real human warmth.

I know I'm not the only one, on the contrary (it's a very popular kink currently!). But there it is.

I'm (obviously? Haha 😅) with the neurospicy crowd, in very good treatment though.