So, me and my bf are planning on having kids. Not right now, not even in the very near future, but we do talk about it and want to have 3 kids right when we can afford them.

We agreed on adopting 2 of them but I would like to have one of our own- mainly because I really want to experience pregnancy.

But the problem is that I have had emetophobia ever since I can remember and I have no idea if I could handle the morning sickness. I am terrified that my anxiety and stress levels would harm the fetus or that I won’t be able to go through it at all.

I am looking for anyone who has been through it and can give me advice or share her story with me. Did you get through it? Was it different from other tus? Can I do this and fulfill my lifelong dream?