That being said.. if a benevolent person is willing to sponsor a straight (but newly accepting of a bi-curiosity and desire for experience of contrary to the usual roles..) guy in need of an upgrade to the toys within the anal realm that he has never been able to consider or even fathom as desirable or enticing to him before?? I will compensate for with a willingness to submit to demands.. from a content creation with same said toys, to the opportunity to BECOME the toy in willing appreciation and gratitude. In other words, I want help with filling my ass for the first time since opening the door to the new world of anal pleasure with two small beginners plugs Ive graduated from at this point with a new certainty that I’m dying to push myself into experiencing full confidence in my attempt to make sure I have the ability to say no more life experiences go uncharted by a fear or shame to try and at least make sure I don’t miss out on ANY opportunity to live any longer wondering or unsure about my review of something that I otherwise would never allow myself to experience. I’ve given dick, I have to find out now if I can TAKE it. And can’t find out alone… can you help?