For years, I've been edging.

It's started as a way to delay ejaculation and enjoy the stimulation of self pleasure. Then it evolved as a way to extend erection time and quality. It further evolved as a way of increasing orgasm pleasure, intensity and volume.

Currently, it's in a phase of self pleasure and orgasm denial. This has been a truly interesting and amazing experience. I've found ways of delaying orgasm formal days and weeks and even months. The result is a heightened sense of arousal, libido and sexual need for pleasure but not release.

As I type this, it's been 18 days since I last orgasmed, at the least..I know it was some time in April as a result of a failed edging session.

I had been playing and edging to reddit porn and postings and felt incredible. I had a huge erection, I was completely focused on the erotic posts I had been scrolling through and even leaking precum like crazy. I felt the urge to cum and eased off several times. That's how edging works.

You arouse yourself, become erect and hard and tease gently. Usually porn helps to make this happen quickly, but you have to be careful not to become overstimulated. That's what happened to me and made me lose my edge. I had edged twice - rubbed and masturbated enough to feel the urge to orgasm and ejaculate, but stopped in time to stop it from fully happening.

But I watched a porn clip that put me over that edge and had a massive orgasm. I remember shooting thick white ropes of cum all.over my chest and abdomen. My cock just kept shooting it. It had been so long since I'd last cum that it was a massive amount.

I felt a little down on myself for ruining my edge. I'd been going for a few weeks at that point and this marked the end of it. But it allowed me release and a reflection period for me to reset for a new month and a new opportunity to edge.

18 days in and I'm still edging and planning on going until the start of June and possibly beyond with my edging challenge. Every morning I wake, write a bit in my journal and start edging and playing with myself until I'm a gooned out mess. Ah the life of an edger. There's nothing like it