I did it. My first time. After years of post nut clarity I am so freaking proud of myself!! And interestingly I enjoyed the taste. I ended up finishing in a cup and started working out and randomly felt motivated and went and drank it before i lost motivation. And I didn't have the adverse reaction I was afraid I would have. Def encouraged me to do it again. Thank you all for your advice and inspiration.

I found a free Natasha bedroom one that inspired me. https://xfantazy.com/video/62f5072d13dbbc05e4435b3c#!/Q0Uzlh29Ayc

Hope this success motivates more of you. Happy to chat about more. Unfortunately didn't record the first part but did record second try of leftovers. Motivation for me for later. Next step will be do it right then.

Question for the group: Those who finally did it. Did you want to do it again? Did you feel like you wanted to do it more often to now taste it? I'm wondering what overcoming this 'hurdle' means for me. As always thanks for the advice.