So, I'm looking into doing treatment. I'm looking into Monte Nido and doing the admissions process currently. I wanted to do PHP because I was convinced I'm not "sick enough" for residential, but it seems that's what they're leaning towards. But I'm overweight (obese technically) and most of my blood work is fine because I try and do "damage control" so I don't know if they will end up admitting me for residential, because well, I'm not sick enough. But I dunno, they still might because I've been struggling with my eating disorder for 12 years.

Does anyone have any advice or info about Monte Nido's residential program, especially if you're treatment resistant? I don't want to stay forever but I know that I might have to stay longer than their 30-60 day average and thar scares me.

I have a 6 month old son, who is starting to crawl. I'm scared I'll miss out on so much.

If anyone has any advice or knowledge or experience, I'd appreciate it!