i dream about taking cock from an older man but as a gold star lesbian i don’t know if i could confidently make a move on any guy i know. i’m too scared / nervous to hook up with a family friend or even one of my own friends. i need to have someone i can trust with my deepest fantasies. i think the only way i could lose my cock virginity is by having a man forcefully take what he wants from me and convert me into a cock loving whore. it makes me so wet to admit that because as a lesbian i know it’s wrong. but i’m already halfway there in my head, i just need the right man with the right intentions to come into my life and see me for what i really am.