Recently, I’m getting really stressed out that my girlfriend won’t ever satisfy me properly.

Dildos and sex toys are just not the same as a real cock. It’s not the same as something hot and real and alive that the other person can feel, and I’m tired of pretending it’s in any way close to that😭

I’m just scared because I really love my girlfriend but I want to have cock but there’s no way I can do that without doing something crazy.

I wish I could have cock on the side without it ever hurting her but that’s not how it works. So I’m stuck fantasising about it inside me, how much I want to feel the real thing, and being teased and teased by every guy who hits on me, because I wanna say yes so bad just for one night. Even though I know it wouldn’t be just once.