I tried so hard to stay away. I was doing good to. No more craving for cock, looking at men’s cocks in public. But I got a new dildo…a big one too…with balls and everything. I ride it every chance I get. It hurts so good. I wish a man with a cock that big would force me to take it. I wish a man would see me when I’m going out to a bar, decide he wants me, and wait till I’m alone. So he could cover my mouth and shove me against a wall, shoving his hand up my dress and ripping my panties off, fingering me to force my unwilling pussy to get wet. Then he could pick me up and stretch me on his cock, making me cover my mouth because I don’t want others to see me cum on it as soon as his balls hit my clit…