okayyyyy so i caved and made a bumble account, idk why it just felt safer than tinder lmao. i’ve connected with a guy who’s super nice and i literally can’t stop thinking about what his cock looks like 😭 we’ve only been talking for a couple days so i’m still a little scared to tell him that i’ve never had sex with a man but i really want to be truthful. i think i’ll wait a little longer still and try to flirt more with him but all i can do is think about having sex with him for the first time, feeling his hard cock rubbing against my pussy. i hope he doesn’t think it’s weird that i haven’t had sex with a man… i really really hope he’s okay with me calling him daddy if we do end up fucking 🥺 i’m trying to think of more ways to flirt with him without being too overt since i want this to go smoothly and actually build a friendship with him before anything else happens. anyway, i think i just needed to vent because i don’t feel like i can talk to anyone in my real life about this … it’s only EVER been a fantasy up until this point. i still have no idea if i’m ready but i figured why should i deny myself something that i want?