ughhhh i still haven’t gotten dick. not that i’ve actively been trying, only because i’m scared and i want a man i can really trust to take my virginity. but every time i’m horny i crave cock. i wish i had a man in my life i could call and know that he’d understand that i need him to stretch my pussy and fill me up with that big fucking cock. i’ve really considered creating a profile on dating apps it’s just that i live in an area where everyone knows everyone and i would absolutely die if anyone who knows me found out i was searching for cock. my bio would be something like “lesbian searching for a mature, trustworthy man to take my cock virginity” so it would be straight to the point. i wonder how many would swipe right on me, even if i didn’t have a pic on my profile… thinking about the possibilities makes me so wet but once i get that post nut clarity i’ll be scared and nervous again. i just wish i knew a man that showed interest in me already… i’d be hopping on his cock so fast!