One of the amazing and yet also most frustrating things about sexuality is just how fluid it is, or at least can be. Some people entirely rigid and others able to change like the wind. And you...you thought you had it figured out. For some of you it was a struggle even to accept your sexuality but you’d done it. Maybe you’ve even been successful at it on the dating scene and in relationships.

But then there is that tricky fluidity I mentioned. Something happened and...suddenly you’re not so sure. Suddenly you’re having thoughts you know you can’t share with those around you. Ashamed to have them but you keep coming back all the same. Over and over. So many hours and so many orgasms spent obsessing over something that should and even does viscerally disgust you.

Some of you just dipped a toe in the water and then went away, others waded into the ocean, and are happy to remain with the waves lapping at your legs. Still others are drawn dangerously deeper.

What brought you to the place of thinking about cock/men again? Which is it or how are the two blended? Has it grown over time? What triggers this kink for you in everyday life? Has it impacted your day to day experience?

For those rare few for whom just wading in isn't enough and they are drawn towards the rip currents...click on the spoiler. Otherwise ignore.

This is definitely aimed at the extreme end of this kink both in terms of actual conversion and the end result of the woman on the other side. If being converted into the sort girl who would post on r/MaleSuperority and r/MisogynisticLife turns your stomach and disgusts you yet is exactly what you want to be forced to become...my chat is open. If you're going this route I'll want verification sooner rather than later, fair warning.