Hey guys, just had my first robo trip in about 15 years last night… Wow, I was not expecting what unfolded.

First off my dose was I at first took around 240mg of the generic deylsum syrup (didn’t know it wasn’t as strong/took longer to kick in) so after a little over an hour later, I found some pills that I had just happened to have that had the hbr in them, so I took 100mg from those. That’s when shit got real.

Now I am a drug addict through and through (mostly stimulants, tons of alcohol, some opioids/Benzodiazapines, but honestly anything I can get my hands on) but I have very limited experience with psychedelics. but I just spent this last week detoxing from an about a week long adderall binge, and I cut my kratom usage down about 90%) so as of today I am 7 days without adderall, and two days from kratom.

But after last night, something just seemed to kinda “click.” It was hard to explain, and I knew I was just tripping and high, but it was like things just made more sense, and I felt safe and like I was gonna be ok.

But I said all that to say, this week has been absolute hell. Even after 6 days I was so tired, irritable, and just depressed. But today, my first day back to work after taking a week off to detox, was actually really good. My energy level was fine (a little low but nothing like it has been), my anxiety almost non existent (thing didn’t even nescessarily go my way, I just handled them ok without much anxiety) and overall I just really couldn’t have asked for a better first day back, and I 100% didn’t take anything extra today besides my Wellbutrin and abilify as prescribed, some natural supplements (DLPA and ashwaganda, which I take all the time) and a lot of caffeine (but no more than I normally take).

So just wondering if this is just an afterglow, or if something really could have clicked from my trip, or a little of both. Thanks guys!