So I messed up really bad the other day. I'm 22 and took about 2mg xanax. I can't remember why I left the house in the first place but I blacked out and ended up totaling my car and hit 2 other ones. What I remember is being on my phone in the car, then the airbags went off and I think I got knocked out for a second. I look over to the side and see around 5-10 people on the sidewalk looking at me. The cops were already there and asked if I drank or took xanax. I admitted to xanax and they took my blood as well. I crashed into a car that was parked and it ended up hitting the car in front of it.

I've never been in a situation like this nor thought in my life that I would. I don't have any money to get a car either so I'm thinking of getting a loan to at least have a car to get to work. My family is greatly disappointed in me and I honestly don't know what to do. So that's why I'm here asking you guys for advice. This is all so much for me..

P.S. I'm sorry for such a speedy post without much details, I just need some help.