Hey guys. I guess my physical symptoms are gone except I sweat my ass off sometimes when I walk around for a while or when im anxious, and some muscle cramps/pains which could be related or not but not sure.

I guess what im left with now is that im irritable, very irritable. Just angry all the time for no reason and im usually laid back. And I don't want to speak to anyone at all, not even texts. Ill reply because I don't wanna be rude but I just really want to be by myself. I have anhedonia as well. And I just wanna sleep, my body is tired and so am I. I've been through this withdrawal/dry cycle so many times and im aware it gets worse everytime (yep im kindled, 2 days binges and it's moderate withdrawals). And my motivation to do anything is just not there at all. Zero. I just want to sit in bed and rest on my phone. And im anxious, panicky. Im use to that because I've had anxiety and panic attacks my whole life but this is above baseline. I guess this all sounds like depression and paws stuff. I'm just looking for anyone at all who can relate? Even though I wish to be alone, I just wanna see if this loneliness or anything else I've said is shared with any of you? Thanks.