Im in a very strange predicament. I've had about three-four major withdrawals and plenty of little mini ones. My last major withdrawal was in January and I was actually hospitalised for seven days. Im drinking again, but every three days or so, so im not getting the old fashioned typical withdrawals. No sweating, heart racing, high BP. What is happening after every binge is hypnic jerks when I try to sleep. Ill drift off then get a surge of adrenaline and anxiety/panic and ill wake up. This will happen a few times until im too exhausted and pass out. And the other is major rage or anger. Everything just pisses me off. Even when nothing's happening im just angry. And im a laid back person. And im depressed. Like can't get out of bed depressed. And anxious. And when I get to that third or fourth day I drink and it vanishes. All of it. Rinse repeat. How do I get out of this? Can anyone relate to any of this, especially the hypnic jerks because they're driving me nuts. And the anger quite frankly is scaring me.