I don’t know if I have test anxiety or driving anxiety. I don’t know anymore but right now my life feels like it’s falling apart. I’m 19 and I live in a small town in Maryland with little to no transportation. I had my permit at one point i was able to drive and everything but that was before and during covid. My permit eventually expired even though I tried to take the driving test twice I failed both times. First time from a panic attack. Second time from barely touching the tip of the cone.(still mad about it because I barely touched it) my permit then expired. I’ve continuously gone back and tried to get my permit again. Each time my anxiety going up while I’m taking the test even though I’m literally doing everything I’ve learned in therapy to breathe, I’m on a special medication to slow my heart rate, I have gotten the last few wrong and it’s to the point we’re it’s like yep failed again. It’s affecting my mental health and emotional health because I can’t get anywhere.The fact I’ve had little transportation help and such has caused so much stress on me to the point I got sick and missed to much school so now my college class basically said you can’t come back. And now I have no job, I’m not in college and when I do get my permit again I have to wait 3 months to get my license or even try for the test which is honestly hard because it’s parking I get anxiety about that also. I’m at the point I wanna move to a different state just for my license just so I can start my life Because honestly this whole not having a license thing is causing me to become depressed as I’m not able to make friends, keep jobs or even stay in school Please any advice will help I really need it