4 years... I've spent the last 4 years petrified behind the wheel. I didn't drive ANYWHERE. We live on a military base, I would only drive on base, my husband everywhere else. The thought of driving out of the gates would send me into a full blown panic attack.. I started seeing a therapist 4 months ago, self help books (favorites are unf*ck your brain and how to overcome fear of driving) and started on Zoloft due to crippling general daily anxiety. Finally got a dosage that made me so alive.. I got behind the wheel and just drove to the store (10 minute drive). I didn't think, I didn't give myself a chance to talk myself out of it. I just did it. And it felt amazing 😭😭😭 I still have a LONGGGGG way to go. But I'm seriously so proud. I never thought I would be able to do this again.