I honestly hate driving but that does not matter since its pretty much required to survive where i live so i get bo say in the matter. I go home on the weekends from college to see my family and it always makes me so nervous. To get out of my college city there is this scary merge ramp i have to get on that hardly has any merge lane before i have to get over. I honestly feel like im risking my life every time i go home cause of this and it is really starting to weigh on me. I also cant take any other way as that would add and extra 40 mins to a drive thats already an hour long.

Idk what to do and i want to cry over this. I have enough to worry about ib college and risking my life every week is so hard and scary. All i can think about is there being no room to merge and i either stop and get rear ended or i try to merge anyway and get hit on the highway. There is lots of pressure not to stop so ill probablly get hit there.