I remember my wrists pinned to the ground next to my shoulders. You were sitting on top of me, a smirk curling on your lips, covered by blonde hair falling from behind your ear. Your eyes were looking directly into me. I can't even remember their color. You saw me. It was overwhelming. My mind was flooded with you. My entire body filled with warmth. I could feel it. I did not understand it but I could feel it. I believed it.

I've had dreams and waking experiences that have blurred the lines for me. This is the only one that was not about fear and death. If some how this is real and you end up reading this, you have been the only thing giving me hope for all these years.

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