I’ve been going to a bunch of the dopey zoom meetings lately and i have also been going to AA meetings via zoom. NONE of my virtual AA meetings have made me feel as comfortable as the dopey zooms.

I have been thinking about it and I have come to the conclusion that it’s because the people in dopey don’t beat around the bush and are ACTUAL FUCKING PEOPLE! Like, when you go to an AA meeting, there is this façade that you get from people that just seems fake, but when you go to dopey zoom, the people just feel like real people who have nothing to hide.

Correct me if I’m wrong, but I would rather be in a dopey meeting than a regular one. And I know it’s not an alternative for recovery, but god… it’s the only place that I feel like a real person in this world! Maybe I should make some fucking friends…. Haha!