Do any other DCPs who were raised by single mom's view their sperm donor as their real dad? I (23M) am in the process of looking for my donor and am worried how he'll receive me since in my mind he is my real father. I never had anything similar to a father figure or male role model in my life and whenever father's day roles around I would think of him as there wasn't really anyone else in my life who could fill that role. There's also some part of me that's angry at him for not being around, even though I know he is a donor and wasn't supposed to be, and I'm not sure how those emotions will change or manifest when and if I do find him. I had never even thought of the difference between fathers and biological fathers before I found this sub.