Hello, new here. Just would like some opinions and advice. I’m not sure if this would count as dv. I was dating someone and we fell in love and as the relationship went on I noticed that he was a heavy drinker. The first time he did something to me he threw his drink at me. (Just the liquid) he was drunk of course. Second time he said he was going to hit me. Third time we got into an argument because some guy was hitting on him and he almost put his hands on me but I blocked him. The last time he was wasted he had told me that I should go kill myself. After that night I left him. It’s been over a year and I still can’t seem to move on. I know he didn’t hit me but It has affected me more than anything. I’m angry most of the time, I have a hatred for my ex. I thought I was at peace with it but I got triggered with watching this domestic violence movie and now I’m back to hating him. It’s been hard to date as well. I don’t trust any man and I get disinterested quickly. I feel broken and I’m not sure how to heal from this.