I just finished the “before we die” episode (I’m a bit behind) and it got me thinking about the one thing I want to do before I kick the bucket. You know what I want? I want to be able to go outside and feel the sun against my bare back and chest. (Side note: I’m trans and have not had top surgery and it is illegal for people with a chest to go out shirtless)

Backstory: I have experienced the sun against my back with no barriers straps all of once. I was laying face down in bed and suddenly I felt the sun come through my window and touch my back. I remember it feeling so wonderful. I actually cried. And then I cried because it would be a long while before I would be able to just lay outside whenever I wanted. But I knew that was one thing I wanted more than anything. I want to feel the sun on my chest (hopefully being flatter at that point) and back.