(No anti- trans ppl msging or ppl who can't read I'm trans)

Tired of being alone and feeling lonely of not being cared for or that I matter. Had feelings for a guy friend going into the Army, eventually with the goal of going into Special Operations (JSOC) as he leaves for basic next month, but didnt work out so I cut him off.

Had a female friend share some personal stuff I told her explicitly not to share to my former guy friend and she violated my trust and feeling betrayed so I dont talk to anymore females.

I want a guy friend who can relate, especially going into or is already in the U.S. army (or marines) who I can talk with who understands, or who had experience in law enforcement like he did. Especially who is good at convos and knows how to talk and listen, and hopefully be a long term friend whom I can talk to frequently.

I do vc's which is what im looking for. Please be willing to do the same. I'm not looking for casual chats.

Also wanting to learn Ukrainian and French, so anyone wanting to help who speaks either of the two would be appreciated.

Bonus if ur in australia and do not have any problems with trans people.