I recently, a month ago found out that I hade a blood flow issue in my peripheral nerves, by taking circulation pills helping me a lot.

Then, when I checked old medical notes, I found out that the local doc that I visited was planing to do me the further peripheral nerve examination last May. But I chose to go to another worse local doc who is more kinder but less competent...

I always make medical mistake again in again. with anxiety and leaning on dr, not being independent I never make right decision and drive me into worse and worse

Then I went to bigger hospital, but he didn't care about circularation stuff, and I even didn't care much about it either even thoughh I think I have read the note like a few month ago? IDK

Now I even have autoimmune brain inflammatory symptoms in a year. I just can't forgive myself. again and again.

sorry for this again..