Well I volunteered to help with a play with my new drama club. I feel like I don't belong. Everyone here already has friends. I keep repeating the same fact about autism in my head over and over again. It is not helping. I have no idea what I'm doing. As I wrote this, I waved at someone who made eye contact with me. She said hi. I'm so anxious. I have the constant feeling that something is wrong with me and everyone knows it. I'm so anxious. I'm not even doing anything all that important. I don't even know why I'm anxious. Everyone here is so nice. I know a lot of them. I've worked with them before. Everyone here is really nice and are very welcoming. I'm just so anxious. I'll update later

Update The play went really well. We all went to a fast food place afterwards and everyone was so nice. Like people came up and thanked me for helping. And someone even came up and welcomed me to the club. Everyone is so nice. I literally can't wait for auditions for the next show. Everyone was so nice. I'm literally so happy right now