General stuff

About me: 29, F, German-American (dual citizen, fluent in both German and English) Jew living in Germany (moved here when I was 9).

I have a guide up on how not to approach me on here, so if you feel your fingers twitching already and you can’t wait to get the “hey” out, look around there first.

Now, the meat of the post: I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, European; I'm of the “Old Left” if that rings any bells), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, walking barefoot, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm and also generic white girl bio-ese, originally from Virginia, now in West Germany. I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring. Don't be boring and we'll get along just fine. Now, for anyone who happens to be intrigued by cuckolding, I got a special for you!

A more specific prompt

So for some time now I had recurring fantasies about cucking my partner or getting cucked by him. It’s likely not something I’d ever want to try out in the real world, but still it has remained a staple fantasy I resort to when masturbating.

There are layers to it. My partner for example would love me to see a professional dominatrix and get broken by her. He said there’s something about a professional dungeon and the process of seeing an actual dominatrix that we can’t replicate in our home and I’m inclined to agree. This is actually something I’m thinking about doing irl, assuming I find a Domme that would be fine with getting herself recorded (prostitution is legal where I live).

So here’s what I want to talk about: do you have similar fantasies, perhaps even experience with this? What is it like to see your partner getting railed by someone else? I’ve been trying to imagine how I’d feel like if I were made a cuckquean in the same way I’ve tried to imagine what it would be like for my partner if I were to cuck him. There’s something tingly about it.