I would consider myself a ‘normal’ guy. I’ve had a handful of long-term relationships—all of which have been totally run-of-the-mill, completely vanilla.
The rest of my life could be described in the same way. I went to college, then to grad school. I’m in a job that I like and am really good at. I've got lots of friends. All in all, I’d say that I’m an intelligent, competent, psychologically healthy person.
Except that secretly, there’s a little part of me that wants to fuck it all up. I’ve always craved to be in an unhealthy relationship. To be consumed by a whirlwind that is a dominant, toxic woman. To be shown a hundred warning signs and reg flags only to ignore each and every one. To have my boundaries pushed so far that I'm not even sure where they lay anymore. To be addicted to someone. To be totally subsumed in her.
Although I hide it well, I guess you could say that I have an addictive personality. I think that, in my heart, I’ve always felt like I was missing something, like I lacked a true purpose. And I’d love for you to fill that hole in me.
Hello there. My name's Johnny, and I'm looking for the kind of woman that anyone in their right mind would steer clear from. Someone dominant, someone possessive and manipulative. I'm very open for how this might take shape. We could set up a traditional roleplay based on the themes I've described above, or we could have more of a conversation together. Whatever form this takes, I'm looking forward to hearing from you!
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