This Christmas your one wish was to simply let go, relax and not have to think, but that's never how it goes is it? Everyone in your life looks to you as the strongest person they know. You are the woman with all of the answers, you are the woman that fixes all of the problems. It doesn’t matter if you are at work, at school or just hanging out with your friends. You are always the problem solver. It's exhausting isn't it?

Even during the holidays, even if you are not the one that is hosting the party, even if it's not your own family, somehow it's always on you to get everyone together. It is always on you to figure out who is bringing what dish or make sure there are all the ingredients needed to make sure that everyone is able to cook together and make those happy holiday memories.

You are the woman whose only wish this Christmas is to let go. To be able to shut your brain off for a minute, escape from all the responsibility, escape from the incessant needy people in your life. Just for once, you want to forget it all and just dive into your nastiest, most inner desires. The ones that you don’t share with your friends, your SO if you have one. You need to just be taken. To be treated as if you are less than what you are. Existing to solely be a woman and to be used. You crave humiliation, you crave degradation. You want someone to laugh at you, not look up to you. You want to be thrown around as safely as possible and forced to look at yourself in the mirror after hours of use. You have this fantasy where you're just simply taken. Grabbed from the side of the street just as you are. The idea of the light fear, coupled with the erotic nature of not having a choice in what happens to you. You have discussed your hard limits, you know that they will not be violated. You have your safe words and trust that if they are used you go home. You simply want to live this fantasy out, reset for the new year and get ready to start everything all over again, to be the person that everyone relies on yet again when it is all said and done.

This is for a woman in the Peterborough area that is looking for a night of CNC, free use, deg, object, doll, hum and other heavy kinks. We will speak beforehand, everything will be scripted and the scene will be created together beforehand. We can discuss and ensure your aftercare matches exactly what you need when the night is over.

Obviously if you have read this far, are serious and ready to meet, shoot me a DM with the phrase “Just for a night” to weed out the 100’s of spam messages i'm going to get from bots sending me socials. We will have our discussion about what the night will entail, the full scene will be provided to you (You can read my other posts to get an idea before you message) limits will be discussed and written down and we will lock in your plans for aftercare before moving forward.

Looking forward to another round of people that message, make plans and ghost while still hoping to find the actual match that I have been searching for.