Hello everyone! I'm Jake I'm 31. I'm a transman, 100% on the binary. I not looking to be misgendered or have 'reversion therapy' or anything like that. I have had top surgery and have been on hormones since 2012 so I have typical male body hair, a full (very red) beard, and a masculine voice. There is really not much about me that is feminine apart from my pussy and clit. Yes, that's what I call them, you can too. I don't much like calling my clit a cock - other transguys might, but not me shrugs

I'm currently single and looking for something long term that doesn't just revolve around me shoving things in my holes and sending you pictures. TBH don't expect (or ask for) sexy time or pictures right away. I'd really like to build trust before moving into sexual things. I'm re-evaluating my kinks so please be open to exploring things that I used to like, but maybe don't like any more (i.e. three hole penetration, gags, public). I think I like piss drinking (NOT wetting or golden showers) but this something I currently can really only do at home. I am trying to figure out edging/ruining, so help with that would be great - or just long-term denial in general. I'm also down to try new things for me that you like. Note: I am not looking to just send pics (and don't use apps that primarily are for that, like SC) and I'm not looking to send pics until we've established trust and built a connection - I'm not really comfortable with sending face pics probably for a very long time. Pics and videos are certainly on the table, just not right away. Please don't ask for pics, I'll send them when I'm ready. Speaking of apps K.ik doesn't work for me anymore so t.elegram or even w.ickr are my preferred choices after we get off of reddit chat (which we can all agree is not the best).

A couple non-kinky notes about me: most of my spine is fused so back pain is a regular non-fun part of my life and it makes me not very bendy and I'm neurodivergent (I have anxiety, depression, and autism). I'm being treated for these things and am in therapy but I want to be upfront that aftercare, kindness, patience, and sometimes a bit of flexibility will be necessary.

I'm def into humiliation and dehumanization during play, but only with people I trust. I'm a pretty straight-forward person, if something is wrong I'll say it. I'd like to expect the same from you. I don't play games. I am a Masters' student and I work full-time so I'm definitely a functional, intelligent person. I might not be able to play at work (I can sometimes message though), but I can give basically the rest of my day to you (as long as you give me time to do my homework). I'm mostly going to be available in my late afternoon-night time (Pacific time) on days I work, and all day on my off days - if your awake/active times don't match this, please save us both the sadness of being a good match but not being able to match schedules.

I really want to try to find someone to whom I can give up most responsibility for regular decisions (i.e. shower temperature, food/water intake, monitoring weight and body measurements (including pee output), and at-home activities (including time for homework, chores, etc.)). I currently wax my armpits and pussy (and shave where I can't handle waxing). I am looking to improve my physical body - I can do home body weight activities (including yoga), so exercise control is definitely negotiable (but no gym membership). I am also interested in strengthening my willpower and self-discipline but not sure how to approach that - not a requirement for a dom/sub dynamic. I don’t have much extra c.ash for things like getting more toys or tributes and I'm not into the idea of worshiping my dom or calling them my god/goddess (absolute hard limit). I prefer cis individuals, but am open to the right trans*/NB person as well. I'm interested in a dom/sub companionship kind of vibe.

Please note, I’m currently working with a long-distance dom/trainer who is controlling food/water intake and will be training me to drink my piss. He’s also monitoring all bodily waste. He knows he’s most likely only temporary until I find a dom to ale over everything. OR you can share me with him In this way (he’s halfway across the country from me) to take some responsibility off of you .

I would really like to find someone local (SoCal) to play with in person (eventually), but I'm open to the right online relationship if our time zones are close (or you are available mostly in my afternoon/evenings). If you actually read this far 1) I appreciate you more than you know, and 2) please let me know your favorite pizza topping(s) - replies without pizza toppings will be ignored.

I have learned, over the years, that I prefer people who communicate regularly and frequently. If you're not going to be available for a stretch, just let me know so I know what's happening rather than just dip out. I'm ok with ENM/Poly. Also, looking for ages between 21-50, but 25-40 are chef's kiss haha. Similarly, I prefer more athletic bodies for my dom, but open to more - it's more about the mental/emotional connection.

If you made it this far, thanks for reading!!