When I was in high school, I was an athlete. I always had a strong frame - broad shoulders and wide hips - but I was flat and slim. I've always been a tomboy, even though I wear my hair long and my face femme, but it suited me. After college, my body changed. I didn't even gain much weight, but my routine was different and my body made me pay the price. My boobs got big, my butt got full, my thighs got thicc. My body was suddenly very feminine. A challenge to adjust to, since I've always been, and still am, tomboyish. It's bad enough the name Tiffany has a stigma to it, but now my body's super womanly, too.
It's a struggle to adjust to sometimes, and something that I find helps me adjust is imagining a more exaggerated femininity for myself. If I imagine a more cartoonishly womanly version of me, it makes my actual appearance easier to embrace.
And what's cartoonishly femme? Big, fake, plastic boobs! When I was younger and still flat, I found big fake boobs interesting and strangely compelling and fascinating, and with my current identity struggle, my mind goes back to that.
So let's talk about it! Let's explore it! It's exciting. It's embarrassing and humiliating and objectifying in the best way. Let's jump into it! Be bold and honest and absolutely ruthless with me about it!
If you message me, please be interested in the topic and keep it on topic. Not looking for generic dirty message
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