You've known it for a while now, but resisted the urge to act on it, but the feeling is getting stronger, fantasies about a man, years older than you, gently resting a hand on your shoulder, as you sink to your knees, of hours spent learning from his experience, and laughing at boys your own age, as you get into his car and feel his hand between your thighs as you kiss, and more, so much more, it's all you imagine when you're alone, and your hand slips down to your clit, and you need to know, you need to feel that confidence, that experience, that control over you.

So you find yourself scrolling through Reddit, through the posts from men looking for someone to play with, hoping to find someone understands, and then you find it, a post that seems to read your mind, your desires, he understands you, your need to feel safe, and be taught, to be praised for each new thing you learn, or try with him, and to be corrected if needed too.

This is it, you writing your message, telling him all about you, and your desires, it's sent, and now you wait, you suddenly realise you're not moving, just starting, waiting for the notification, it appears and you're suddenly wet, you open it, and start reading, so happy you sent your message.

Send that message