So I'll start this off by acknowledging that I am far from a perfect person. I don't even know if I'm a good person anymore. But I am sure that I am a conflicted person. I am conflicted between my desires and how I think or know I should behave. I am conflicted between my desires and how I know indulging in them negatively impact me.
What are my desires? I am addicted to reddit. Haha, yeah, aren't we all? No, I mean I am addicted to the NSFW sides of reddit. The various gonewild subs and the subs for NSFW chat. I love seeing strangers posting their nudes. I love hearing people's dirty stories or fantasies. And most of all I love sharing my own fantasies and kinks with strangers. See I grew up in a fairly religious house that taught me that sex is a very private thing, something we shouldn't ever speak about. Something we should feel ashamed of. That along with the messages you see in TV, movies, you hear from your peers, or society in general got to me all mixed up. Around the time I graduated high school I started to identify as atheist and still do so I felt less shame about feeling sexual desires but maybe I took that loss of shame too far and indulged in my desires too much.
Anyway, as the title implies I'm looking for someone to either judge me or act as my therapist for the night. I'm an open book and will answer most questions, even the very personal, as long as they don't reveal the obvious stuff like where I live exactly. So if any of this rant interested you send me a private message and ask me questions, pick my brain, tell me I'm messed up or that I'm completely normal.
PS. I'm considering trying No Nut November, so that's something we can talk about. Encourage me to participate, or convince me it's stupid. Or encourage me to participate then torment me into failing. See how long I can last.
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